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Hopeless Romantic:

Ever-lasting Bliss or Wanton Ennui : I wrote this on my spare time one evening. I guess it would be called a poem, but I've never really made any poems before.. Hopefully you'll enjoy it and understand what it's about. If enjoyed, I'll try to make more.

Insecure Resolve : This one I wrote just recently (4/20/4). It's about my indecision about emotions not only that I hold, but ones other's hold for me. It's an agony created through my own insecurities that are extra strong because I won't be able to resolve them before I go on a leave of absence for a trip to VA. "Woe is me!" *excessive teenage dramamatic belch of sorrow*

Love Abandoned : This I wrote on 1/5/4, inspired by an unsuccessful attempt to try to become the boyfriend of this girl I truly care about. But, like I said it failed, so we are still just friends. This is more focussed on my luck with love as a whole, not at her. If you don't quite understand it, feel free to let me know, and I'll explain it sometime...

Ignorance or Sacrifice?: Written on and off over the last 3 weeks (ending on 6/24/4) this is a different style "poem" than I normally do. I decided I wanted to make one where one entity is arguing against another about who is right. I decided to do it on a subject I know somewhat well. It's really long, too long to work as a song sadly (which was the initial idea of use). It's up to you to decide what or who the twos entities represent, this poem is fairly understandable. Hopefully I'll actually get more into symbolism over time.

Enjoy...

Email: joe@iconnectdirect.com

By Mr.Midnight
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Ignorance or Sacrifice

I know it will be soon

My love won’t be long marooned

She will soon realize her love for me

Everything will be as it was meant to be

My luck has not run dry yet

The painted sun’s glory and my eyes have met

It tells me to hold on still

It says I must keep my strong will

Reminds me that my love is real

And my strength of love will make the steal

My painted sun shines on me

It tells of my victory!

My painted sun shines on me

Her love will belong to me, you’ll see!

You’re stubbornness is just too much!

You’ll never feel her soothing touch!

You’re living a world so freaking blind

Your painted sun has never truly shined

Your ideals of life are becoming twisted

You think she’ll love you if you truly wished it

Your foolish obsession has become a danger

You’ll do anything to have her is what I wager

You’ve lost all of your sanity

Stop and save yourself, for the love of humanity!

You paint your sun because you’re in the dark

The sun will never glow on those who are stark

So you hide those lies with you’re painted sun

For it hides the evil of what you will have done

There is no reason I can find

That I should believe your pessimistic kind

Always assuming us romantics are distorted

It’s about time one us of us retorted

My intentions are exclusively good

I aimed for what’s right every chance I could

You only fear that we will succeed

Because then your excuse for your depressed life will recede

You’re the only reason that your life fails

And our attitude towards life is why we prevail!

My painted sun shines on me

It tells of my victory!

My painted sun shines on me

Her love will belong to me, you’ll see!

Foolish boy, you think you know it all

Thinking my ways are my fall

My life is better for the truth within

For my reality hurts none of my kin

You never realize what damage you cause

Just take a moment and put your actions on pause

Look around you, and find your flaws

You’ve ripped into all those people with your jaws

Did you forget about those human laws

Everyone about you is draped in gauze

You paint your sun because you’re in the dark

The sun will never glow on those who are ark

So you hide those lies with you’re painted sun

For it hides the evil of what you will have done

Will you paint your sun?

Will you sacrifice your bliss?

Ignorance is kind for only one.

Your choice may deny you true happiness.

posted by Mr.Midnight at 4:45:00 PM Comments (0)

Saturday, May 29, 2004
False Reality
My will to decide was never strong

Every solution I thought of was always wrong

Your true self hidden from the world

Your inner beauty hasn't been

unfurled

You hide yourself from me

Why won’t you let me see?

You play these mind games on me

Who are you trying to be?

(Chorus)

Should I close my eyes to you?

Shirk you from my life

Your love is too good to be true

You aren’t the path to my blithe

I can not tell if what I see is a lie

Angel of Death, come to make me die?

My heart is played by your actions

Your furtive words are my

abstraction

So many questions I can’t decide!

Are you my suicide?

Shut the door to what’s real?

Live in this tall tale so I can feel?

Chorus

I’d be deluding myself if I thought your love is true

Believing everything that I wanted to

But the truth is all I have left to live for

So now I can’t live this propaganda anymore

My hearts becomes heavy from what will ensue

It shall break the bonds of my love for you

It must remove them, like sweat dissolves glue

But the pain you and you’re emptiness gave me will never undo

Chorus

The will, the fight for love, will never be through….

posted by Mr.Midnight at 10:33:00 PM Comments (0)

Saturday, May 01, 2004
Love Abandoned

I travel the tunnel in the dark

Hoping I would find my way to the park

The park of light where love is found

However it seems I just went around

Now I'm back where I started

My grandest hope, now departed

Romance is no longer in human vision

They're too busy living television

Instead of looking out for love

Greed, Sex, and Simplicity is what they're thinking of.

So now I'm the last person in this dreary tunnel

No one to guide me to the funnel

Emptiness is their human bliss

so I'll never find that lovers kiss.

I'll walk the darkness for all time

Hoping someone will read this rhyme

And realize what humans have become is a crime

Then attempt to wake them from their loveless sleep

and awake this tunnel of true love where I currently weep

Restore me from my loveless hell

Open the doors of this tunnel's shell.

Where I'll finally achieve the meaning of my life

Where the impossible is possible, and released be my strife.

posted by Mr.Midnight at 2:03:00 PM Comments (2)

Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Insecure Resolve

Blissfully tearing away my mind 1
tug at a time.
My heart stuck in a bind, beating 1
hard chime.
You innocent being, hidden are your
feelings.
Is it hatred that I sense within
your subtle eyes, or am I wrong
upon seeing that you despise?
Or is that angelic voice one o
affection?
If it were, would it be my
resurrection?

My heart is playing tricks on me,
where is this truth I cannot see?
Oh,I lose all faith in it, I'm
falling down this dreary pit.
This pit of bewilderment draws me
closer to the cement.
I must not fail to stop my fall, I
need to see the truth of it all!
I'll fly on through the sky to see a
new perception to remove all my
self-invoked deception.
I'll see it now, certain it shall
be, for nothing will come over me...
Until then, wretched I still
be seen, for I am still no more the
keen as to what will be the ending
scene in this battle of insecurity
brought on by my worrisome me...